Senin, 28 Januari 2008
sisihkan waktu untuk "merenung" VIII
(renungan orang stress baru)
“tolong ketik satu buah kata.. cuma satu buah kata yang kau anggap paling menggambarkan diriku.. n jangan lupa kirim balik ke hpku ya?? Please.. satu kata saja”
aku kirim tuh pesan ke 10 sahabatku yang ehm.. lumayan dekat lah..
Tit-tit tit-tit.. hehe.. satu sms masuk, kata pertama adalah........ ”mesum”, anj***!! semprol bener kowe meneer poenja jawaban.. tit-tit.. tit-tit… berturut-turut 4 buah tit-tit masuk ke hpku.. “kasar”.. “SOEWAMI GILA”.. “BANYAK BACOT”.. “kepala batu”..
waduh.. kalo yang ini ternyata lebih semprol dari yang pertama tadi, udah kasih jawaban lebih dari satu kata e.. pake huruf kapital kayak aku ga bisa baca aja.. ditambah isinya bikin mukaku jadi kayak udang rebus.. pokoknya tinggal dicolekin ke saus.. nyam-nyam… (hehe.. inget waktu masih suka nyo**ng udang di tambak”
sialan bener nih orang-orang.. ah masih 5 sms lagi, paling ga masih ada harapanlah.. tunggu ditunggu akhirnya terkumpullah lima tit-tit (baca:5 pesan tidak terbaca) di hp-ku.. hehe.. apa ya kira-kira isinya..
aku pencet tombol “open”, pesan ke enam aku buka.. “GILA”.. lalu berturut tampillah 4 kata sakti urutan ketujuh, kedelapan, kesembilan, dan kesepuluh.. “otak KOTOR” -”PECICILAN” - “kemaki” - “PELIT”.. hah.. pupus sudah harapanku.. mampoes ijk poenja harga diri..
ehmm.. tapi mungkin bener juga tuh anak-anak.. kalo dipikir-pikir ga ada satupun sifat-sifat itu yang meleset dari diriku.. bahkan mungkin juga sifat-sifat itu adalah trade mark yang bener-bener merupakan representasi dari seorang bimo_pekik.. haha whateverlah.. yang penting gw tetep ganteng.. lho??? haha.. mereka kurang satu kata.. “NARSIS!!” hehe... lupa kali mereka kalo gw orang paling narsis se-angkatan.. STK IPB 38.. mungkin juga orang yang aku minta pendapat kurang banyak hehe..
mungkin dengan cara begini aku paling ga bisa melihat sedikit sisi sifatku yang kelam.. dan tentunya aku akan mencoba tuk takkan merasa sedikit terhina, dan mencoba berlapang dada serta mencoba mengurangi sedikit kemesuman dan kepelitian yang akarnya sudah menghujam jauh di dasar hati, serta mencoba menguapkan sedikit kotoran-kotoran yang mengerak di otak ini.. tapi kayaknya yang paling susah ngurangi “banyak bacot”, pecicilan ama “kemaki” ini dech..
tapi.. ya wislah.. ngelihat kekurangan diri sendiri itu memang susah.. dan lebih susah lagi merubah diri.. susahnya minta ampyun.. dan hanya dengan niat belajar hidup, meski dengan pelan-pelan, dan dengan niat belajar untuk selalu memperbaiki diri.. yah.. paling ga.. hidupku ada sedikit perbaikan dan ga begitu mubadzir lagi... dan tentunya buat apa hidup kalo ga bisa ngertiin perasaan orang dan mau berusaha dengerin apa kata orang.. ya nggak bro?? (ini baru kata-kata sakti dari siansu..)
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